Not to mention

It was my birthday this weekend and I did absolutly nothing. I sat inside and stared at the beautiful snow. It was pretty depressing let me tell you.

And I thought I was stressed before!!!

I am tired, and this is only my first semester. I thought that it would be much easier than what it is. I have my math test tonight and I have given up studying for it anymore. I am sure it's not going to do any good. I finally broke down today. I can't handle this stress. And why I am writing this anyway is beyond me because it is not like anyone reads it anyway. I feel like I have not cleaned my house for a week, I am so cranky (good thing Joe is patient), and it feels like I keep falling more and more behind. Once this week is over hopefully things will be better. Things have to get better.
And to make it all worse, I cannot find my camera anywhere and I just got it in the summer. Thats why I have not posted any recent pictures. I would love to show off my family and it is making me mad not knowing where it is. I have looked in every drawer, cupboard, and closet in our house. Nowhere
And guess what, to top this all off, our heat stopped working yesterday. It is either blowing cold air or nothing at all. Our house is like an igloo. When we woke up this morning, I have never felt cold like that. There is ice on our windows and sliding door on the inside. Good thing that we have the gas fireplace because that heats the kitchen and living room. Our room has a little heater in it, and so does the bathroom, but poor Jillians room is cold as ice. She called me last night during the night and it was freezing in there. Her poor little toes and feet and hands, nose nd ears were like ice cubes. We were going to buy a space heater today, but a good friend of mine lent us one to help keep warm. Hopefully Jill's room will be warmer tonight.
Sorry about all this complaining! Hopefully tommorow will be a better day and I will stop feeling sorry for myself!!!!

New Family

Just recentally something amazing has happened for Joe. For those of you who don't know, Joe was adopted. His family who raised him is amazing and wonderful. Just recentally Joe found out that his birth mother was looking for him. He really didn't know what to think of this and was incredibly confused about the whole situation. Finally after many emails with the government worker Joe was given his mothers name email and mailing address. Just the other night Joe decided it was time to give his birth mother an email. The next night Joe got an email back from his mother. He found out that he was the first born and that he has two sisters with kids and a brother. It's something that we really didnt think would ever happen. It's scarey to know that I have to meet family again. I thought that I had done all that already. This week has been pretty amazing, especially for Joe. I guess things happen for a reason. You cant ask for a better Christmas present than that.

Stressed, Stressed, Stressed

Well, I guess it is gettting down to punch time with the end of the semester coming up. I am screwed, not just a little, a lot. I have a math test next week coming up and I really have no idea what I am doing. I hate probabilities. Don't get me wrong I really enjoy math and I am thinking of taking it for my minor but probabilities stump me. I have a Earth Science test, a Geography test, an english essay due which has to be critiqued by the class. An earth science project on the Geology of Penticton. And not to mention that I have finals coming up here very soon. It's a good thing I am not working anymore because I dont have time to do anything.
We took Jillian to get a haircut yesterday so she's sporting a new do. When I take a picture of her I will post it. I guess I should get back to pulling my hair out.

Hope everyone is having a great weekend!

Blogging again

I decided to start blogging again. Screw all the people who want to leave bad comments. As far as I am concerned they have nothing better to do with their life and whoever commented on mine has no idea about mine. So I am back in the blogging world. Hopefully I will update more often, I just have hard time deciding what to write.
See you all at the next post!