Sunday, January 14, 2007
Frustrated!?!? or Anxious?!?!?!?
Lately, It seems as though everyone under the sun is either getting engaged, married or having children and to tell you the honest truth. I am so jealous. I found out about one of my good friends getting engaged in South Africa over Christmas. When I first found out, I was pissed off!!! Sorry Sha. It didn't take me long to get over it though and I couldn't be happier for the two of them.


And then there is me. Nothing new or exciting to post about my boring life. Did you check out how many delurkers I got on my site. Yessssss, like 3. I'm popular. How embarrassing. I don't tell many people that I keep a somewhat of a blog. My family all thinks it is stupid. They don't understand why I would want people I don't know or hardly know reading about my life or why I would want to read about people that I don't even know. I still haven't told them that I am blogging again because they would do nothing except bug me. But I enjoy writing my random posts. You would think that they would be more interesting since I am majoring in creative writing, but every time I sit down to write a post. My mind goes totally blank. It doesn't help that I still can't find my camera, so I am unable to post pictures of our family and Jillian.
So, when is something exciting going to happen in my life? It's been 7 years coming up that me and Joe have been together. Don't you think it is time for me to get engaged soon??? I do. And when is it time to give Jillian a beautiful new baby sister or brother? I would love to have another baby in the house. I love their smell, how soft and perfect their skin is. I love to hold them against me and rock them to sleep and watch them sleep in my arms, listen to their sweet little noises. Don't get me wrong. I love Jillian more than anything and I wouldn't change my life if I could. But I am definitely ready to take another step in my life. I guess life isn't perfect, but right now, I am frustrated and anxious to get it moving. My guess time will come, sooner or later. Hopefully!!!!


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