Lately, It seems as though everyone under the sun is either getting engaged, married or having children and to tell you the honest truth. I am so jealous. I found out about one of my good friends getting engaged in South Africa over Christmas. When I first found out, I was pissed off!!! Sorry Sha. It didn't take me long to get over it though and I couldn't be happier for the two of them.
And then there is me. Nothing new or exciting to post about my boring life. Did you check out how many delurkers I got on my site. Yessssss, like 3. I'm popular. How embarrassing. I don't tell many people that I keep a somewhat of a blog. My family all thinks it is stupid. They don't understand why I would want people I don't know or hardly know reading about my life or why I would want to read about people that I don't even know. I still haven't told them that I am blogging again because they would do nothing except bug me. But I enjoy writing my random posts. You would think that they would be more interesting since I am majoring in creative writing, but every time I sit down to write a post. My mind goes totally blank. It doesn't help that I still can't find my camera, so I am unable to post pictures of our family and Jillian.
So, when is something exciting going to happen in my life? It's been 7 years coming up that me and Joe have been together. Don't you think it is time for me to get engaged soon??? I do. And when is it time to give Jillian a beautiful new baby sister or brother? I would love to have another baby in the house. I love their smell, how soft and perfect their skin is. I love to hold them against me and rock them to sleep and watch them sleep in my arms, listen to their sweet little noises. Don't get me wrong. I love Jillian more than anything and I wouldn't change my life if I could. But I am definitely ready to take another step in my life. I guess life isn't perfect, but right now, I am frustrated and anxious to get it moving. My guess time will come, sooner or later. Hopefully!!!!
And then there is me. Nothing new or exciting to post about my boring life. Did you check out how many delurkers I got on my site. Yessssss, like 3. I'm popular. How embarrassing. I don't tell many people that I keep a somewhat of a blog. My family all thinks it is stupid. They don't understand why I would want people I don't know or hardly know reading about my life or why I would want to read about people that I don't even know. I still haven't told them that I am blogging again because they would do nothing except bug me. But I enjoy writing my random posts. You would think that they would be more interesting since I am majoring in creative writing, but every time I sit down to write a post. My mind goes totally blank. It doesn't help that I still can't find my camera, so I am unable to post pictures of our family and Jillian.
So, when is something exciting going to happen in my life? It's been 7 years coming up that me and Joe have been together. Don't you think it is time for me to get engaged soon??? I do. And when is it time to give Jillian a beautiful new baby sister or brother? I would love to have another baby in the house. I love their smell, how soft and perfect their skin is. I love to hold them against me and rock them to sleep and watch them sleep in my arms, listen to their sweet little noises. Don't get me wrong. I love Jillian more than anything and I wouldn't change my life if I could. But I am definitely ready to take another step in my life. I guess life isn't perfect, but right now, I am frustrated and anxious to get it moving. My guess time will come, sooner or later. Hopefully!!!!


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